Red Hat

I had my own little red hat outing hahaha.
Tony left this morning, we had to leave home 4.30 am....it was freezing !!!!!
I have never been a hat person...something to do with flattening my hair I think...I had bought a red hat
for an outing I never went on.....that's a whole other story in itself.
but there it was hanging on a hook a wonderful warm RED Beanie.....perfect I thought....
must have looked strange as I covered both ears and I looked like a rose bud...big one that is.
I was warm and my Tony didn't care.
The Airport is a like a major City ....even that early in the morning...cars being parked .....working men and women  being dropped off on both major airlines  as well as private planes landing and taking off in another section as well......planes taking off every few minutes...it's something else....
Now about my Red Hat thing....for some reason I just can't get my head around joining, even though I do need to get involved in some other activities in my life.......what is it.... that is such a big thing for me....I look at all the Red Hatters and admire them and hear about some fun things they do...but me wearing a red hat and being in that group as one is a huge thing for me....wonder why? My girls encourage me and tell me it's a good thing....is it that I hate getting older.....which I do....I guess I will figure it out maybe you could help me with a suggestion or two.  
Thinking about it I would go with them if I didn't have to wear a red hat or wear purple.....so that I am not being counted as one of them.......oooohhhh I do have a problem.